On the other hand, what you say actually resonates: "If it isn't going to put you somewhere you had no access to or know-how of right before, nothing at all has genuinely took place." Which is probably why I'm so intrigued in firsthand accounts like yours - I know that I'm not thoroughly embracing the risks yet. If it isn't going to spot you someplace you had no access to or expertise of right before, nothing has really happened.