So I want you to know it, to know that, as I wrote in my initially letter to you, that Ryan’s demise was not in vain. Tell me, would god have allowed your mom who died of excruciating cancer, to have most cancers in the very first area if he/she/it was the supposed god of enjoy? Someone who consumes a wide variety of media will exhibit such influences when they are confronted with hookups or uncommitted sexual situations.