Awaiting the 'crack of enlightenment', which I wrote about previously, is after all a mistake from the attitude that there's nothing to await, in that it presupposes one thing referred to as 'enlightenment', which won't ever be discovered as a result of it's merely a psychological model of something different from what's, and since enlightenment if it means something at all is seeing what's then obviously awaiting enlightenment is by definition.