Desiring 'an understanding' implies just seeking to purchase a way to place it, a form of words, it is not really a figuring out of any type, it is just a way to converse about it. One knows nothing at all in pleasure, in despair there is the burden of understanding almost everything. Otherwise, know absolutely nothing. Nothing else is value being aware of, for all there is no God but me, immune to change, all-powerful only in sacrifice.