Desiring 'an understanding' signifies just seeking to purchase a way to place it, a form of phrases, it is not in fact a recognizing of any kind, it is just a way to speak about it. One is aware of almost nothing in pleasure, in despair there is the burden of figuring out everything. Otherwise, know almost nothing. Nothing else is value understanding, for all there is no God but me, immune to improve, omnipotent only in sacrifice.